starting over.

i’m completely aware i failed at project 365. i got back from my holiday and delayed posting photos because i was busy, and days turned into weeks and i just haven’t been taking pictures. i’ve been to reading festival in that time, my nails have grown, i have completely transformed my room, i have not done my summer projects, i am falling wonderfully in love, i have realised how ridiculously lucky i am.

this is going to be words only with some pictures from now on. i might post pictures every day or some days but not if i dont feel like it. i need a new camera. hello, all.

p365: day 14

fresh lemonade and swings and summer dresses, walking under grey skies and kisses and you’rebeautiful and smiles and everything else imaginable, too much money spent in topshop and that familiar picture

p365: day 12

no more red kiss, sitting with your soft lips. no more long trips, laying down hip to hip. no more back to bed, bed to back basics and if that’s the way it is i’m feeling so wasted.

nb. i didn’t write this, it’s krones by for the common wealth. i can’t get enough of this song and i walked to work today and that’s all i really have to say.

.9

i’m done with your uncertainty and your maybes and your everything-else. you had your chances. i tried my hardest and i gave you everything i had, if that wasn’t good enough for you, maybe you should open your eyes. there’s someone out there who’ll think it’s more than sufficient, there’s people out there who will appreciate my friendship constantly. you’re mostly a good person but that doesn’t really mean anything anymore. i think for the most part i just hate the way i can say this and in a week it’ll be useless and i’ll feel useless like those dolls on shelves that never really get played with.

p.365: day 1.

okay, i’m starting project 365. it’s officially summer, being that i have two months off college. and this is now public, too. i tried this last year but gave up after two months, my goal is to reach the end of the summer (early september), but hopefully i will manage to complete the full year. we’ll see how it goes. the dessert i brought home from work last night made me smile a whole lot. it’s a good day today.

.8

some things never change.

.4

everyday the little things are reminding me that Love is real.

.2

i hate it when you don’t know what to feel and how to feel and when you’re unsure of what’s going to happen. it’s all about taking life as it comes, and looking to the future, and cherishing what we have, but sometimes thats pretty fucking scary. people are misleading sometimes and that’s okay and that’s okay and i’m sick. of you. being like this. i know what you’re feeling, but why can’t you be honest for once? honesty is a trait i like to think i have, and i admire honest people. i admire good people. unfortunately, iadmireyou.