starting over.

i’m completely aware i failed at project 365. i got back from my holiday and delayed posting photos because i was busy, and days turned into weeks and i just haven’t been taking pictures. i’ve been to reading festival in that time, my nails have grown, i have completely transformed my room, i have not done my summer projects, i am falling wonderfully in love, i have realised how ridiculously lucky i am.

this is going to be words only with some pictures from now on. i might post pictures every day or some days but not if i dont feel like it. i need a new camera. hello, all.

p365: day 24.

i am going to state right here infact, that i will not be posting until August 12, because i am flying to Menorca tomorrow morn. i will still take pictures and the like and possibly even update with some theoretical nonsense if i feel like it, but no pictures until the 12th. and then you’ll get dozens! perhaps a whole post dedicated to holiday-ness & the excitement the sunshine brings. per-haps! i will see. have a good two weeks, email me or something. I’ll most likely reply. & if you want postcards – email email email!

today, amongst other things and complications and laughter at work, was a rush of packing, drinking pepsi in wine glasses and watching foxes and painting my nails “midnight plum” and wondering what my hair would be like long (finding extensions) and laughing and packing everything, tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! picture is sitting outside with sisters & snapping them unaware, until rachel said “hannahs taking pictures everyone”.

p365: day 21.

originally my photograph was better but unfortunately due to a bizarre incident as to which i am unaware of actually occuring, my camera memory wiped itself and i have no photograph from today, which was my feet and shopping bags against the station platform, tomorrow, developing polaroids. apologies, maybe these aren’t as good but i will try my hardest in future to post every day.

edit: the camera did not wipe itself, they were merely saved to a different card *fool*. picture changed. however, i prefer this polaroid one to the other, i think. !

p365: day 15.

friday and i mostly worked and this surprised me in the morning mail and made me grin all day.

p365: day 13

saw wato w/ canterbury and all forgotten in islington tonite, although perhaps i think canterbury were better. i spent last nite flicking through old journals and remembering lost words and parts of self i didn’t ever really remember but recognised and it was almost-scary. in all honesty, look how far i have come.

p365: day 12

no more red kiss, sitting with your soft lips. no more long trips, laying down hip to hip. no more back to bed, bed to back basics and if that’s the way it is i’m feeling so wasted.

nb. i didn’t write this, it’s krones by for the common wealth. i can’t get enough of this song and i walked to work today and that’s all i really have to say.

p365: day 8

birthday celebrations in bas vegas, looking forward to everything, excitement, meeting new people, feeling confident, laughing, not having to go to work, inspired

p365: day 7

the best day in a long time. as of now, i have a new boyfriend, LJ. i went to see the band You Me At Six with Tonight Is Goodbye, in London and loved every minute. This was taken in the queue, a spur of the moment decision and a reflection of what’s happening.

p.365: day 1.

okay, i’m starting project 365. it’s officially summer, being that i have two months off college. and this is now public, too. i tried this last year but gave up after two months, my goal is to reach the end of the summer (early september), but hopefully i will manage to complete the full year. we’ll see how it goes. the dessert i brought home from work last night made me smile a whole lot. it’s a good day today.

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i discovered an organisation today called Project Trust, and i am going to apply for a 2009/10 gap year, and defer my university entry until October 2010. That kind of scares me a little bit, it doesn’t seem so far away now. So hopefully, if I’m successful in my application, I’ll be heading off to Africa next summer for a year, I’m so unbelievably excited and it’s not even July yet. Coll. I’m going to visit Coll!